Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Kerja Kelompok With Tifanny, Irene, Edlyn, Handre, Dondo, Mato

WAHOOOY.

Banyak sekali kejadian unyu akhir-akhir ini. April is sooooo my month. Pertama nonton Bruno Mars, terus nonton Disney On Ice, terus abis nonton DOI langsung ketemu kak Martin Gavrila Litania, terus hari ini main bareng Tifanny, Irene, Edlyn, Handre, Dondo, sama Mato sampe puaaaas!! Pertama Handre jemput Irene, terus gue, terus Tifanny. Terus pas mau jemput Tifanny kan alternatif macet jadi lewat gang jablay di samping Citra Gran HAHAHA gelo. Terus abis itu langsung ciao ke rumah Edlyn. Terus makan Bakmi GM dulu di rumah Edlyn, terus ke Sentrop beli bahan-bahan, terus ke rumah Edlyn lagi, terus Edlyn mau pergi jadi kita ngungsi ke Saint Cinnamon di Sentrop. Terus pas di SC ketemu Cheye, Tessy, sama Viano. Terus pulaaang sambil ngegalau di mobil Handre bareng Irene sama Tifanny. Nyanyi-nyanyi teriak kayak orang oon sampe diketawain sama Om Pak supirnya Handre. Terus sempet nyasar gitu gara-gara lewatin Cikeas, soalnya macet gitu. Terus akhirnya nemu jalan keluar tapi horeeee. Terus gue nyampe rumah. Terus kecapekan. Terus ketiduran. Terus kebangun. Terus iseng ngepost disini.

Terus, APRIL IS SOOOOOOOOOO MY MONTH ;;)

Thursday, March 31, 2011

AFTER ALL THE THINGS THAT HE HAS DONE TO ME, AND AFTER ALL THE WASTED TEARS FROM MY EYES, I JUST CAN'T STOP WAITING. DYAMN.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

IGNORE THIS POST!

I'm so damn hypocrite if I say that I don't have strong feelings for you.
J-, I like you. I do really really really like you. Since the 8th grade until now. Ngga, gue ngga pernah bisa ngelupain lo. Why? I have no idea.
Everything started from the 8th grade. Pertama kali kita sekelas. Gue inget banget when you freaked out pas cewek-cewek ngedeketin lo. You were scared lol, but now you're looking for 'awewe-awewe geulis'. HAHAHA. Got your back. Kelas 8 itu saat-saat dimana gue ngerasa seneng di deket lo. Ngerasa seneng kalo lo seneng. Ikut ketawa kalo elo ketawa. I felt glad whenever you were near :-)
Kelas 9. Untuk kedua kalinya, kita sekelas. When I saw your name, I was like, "Anjriiiiiiiit gue sekelas lagi sama J-vi" to everyone who was around me. Sumpah, itu gue seneng banget. Ngelewatin satu tahun lagi sama lo adalah kebahagiaan buat gue. Dan ya, di kelas 9 itu gue semakin sayang sama lo. Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget. You didn't even realize it. It's okay, liking you is all that means to me :'). Terus J-, akhirnya lo sadar. And everyone told me that you was going to ask me to be your number one girl. Tapi karena masalah itu........... that problem ruined everything. That problem made me missed that chance. I missed that golden chance. I wasn't okay..... yep. And then you went out with that girl. That girl. THAT F-CKIN' GIRL. Who? P-p-t. HAHAHA frontal banget gue. Yeah, cewek yang udah janji 'Tenang aja Cede, kalo J-vi nembak gue ga akan terima, ih jijik banget. Sumpah deh Cede' and made V symbol with her fingers. Bah, she was lying. Tapi yaudahlah, mereka ngga tahan lama juga kan akhirnya. Terus kita bimbel di ruangan yang sama, ruang A. Gue suka banget ngeliatin lo disaat lagi bosen ditengah-tengah bimbel. The way you made me laugh. Our random chat......... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Those moments. My lucky moments.
And now we're in the same junior high school, but different classes. Di semester 1, kita masih sering ngobrol. Kita pernah otp! Terus lo pernah minta gue temenin sampe maleeem banget padahal gue udah ngantuk. Waktu lo birthday, gue lagi di Bandung abis nonton Secondhand Serenade and then I called you right at 00:00. Terus kado ultah dari gue....... yang ngga tau nasibnya gimana sekarang. But you've changed a lot, dude. No more those shifting eyes. Ngga ada lagi tatapan diam-diam lo dan saat lo tertangkap basah, lo bakal bilang "Apaan sih lu ngeliatin gue?" dengan muka sewot, just like you did before. Ngga ada lagi duduk sampingan di kelas Bahasa Inggris. Ngga ada lagi yang namanya "Ayo Cede, main gitar. Malu-malu dooong". Ngga ada lagi yang namanya J-vi yang dulu. He has changed into a stranger. Strange enough, kalo di compare sama elo yang dulu. Is it the real you? Oh man, I like you. I like you so much.

And I miss this one,



Not the new one.

Friday, March 4, 2011

afraid

I'm feeling like everybody's leaving. Please, just please, don't leave me :-(
It's all started from my grandpa. And then Naomi&Esther. And finally you. I'm afraid of letting go. I'm not ready to lose people I love. I don't want to say goodbye to anybody. But what if I have to? I must....?
GAHFJDKJKLDFSVWJCKSM please. Please.
Dear Natha, Rawi, Dondo, don't ever leave me.
Dear XA, don't say goodbye.
Dear Jovi, please don't go.
Please, don't make me alone.
I need time to trust someone. Since he left, I can trust nobody but Natha, Rawi, Naomi, Esther, Dondo, and some other people. It's so hard to trust someone.
GALAU EAEA.