J-, I like you. I do really really really like you. Since the 8th grade until now. Ngga, gue ngga pernah bisa ngelupain lo. Why? I have no idea.
Everything started from the 8th grade. Pertama kali kita sekelas. Gue inget banget when you freaked out pas cewek-cewek ngedeketin lo. You were scared lol, but now you're looking for 'awewe-awewe geulis'. HAHAHA. Got your back. Kelas 8 itu saat-saat dimana gue ngerasa seneng di deket lo. Ngerasa seneng kalo lo seneng. Ikut ketawa kalo elo ketawa. I felt glad whenever you were near :-)
Kelas 9. Untuk kedua kalinya, kita sekelas. When I saw your name, I was like, "Anjriiiiiiiit gue sekelas lagi sama J-vi" to everyone who was around me. Sumpah, itu gue seneng banget. Ngelewatin satu tahun lagi sama lo adalah kebahagiaan buat gue. Dan ya, di kelas 9 itu gue semakin sayang sama lo. Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget. You didn't even realize it. It's okay, liking you is all that means to me :'). Terus J-, akhirnya lo sadar. And everyone told me that you was going to ask me to be your number one girl. Tapi karena masalah itu........... that problem ruined everything. That problem made me missed that chance. I missed that golden chance. I wasn't okay..... yep. And then you went out with that girl. That girl. THAT F-CKIN' GIRL. Who? P-p-t. HAHAHA frontal banget gue. Yeah, cewek yang udah janji 'Tenang aja Cede, kalo J-vi nembak gue ga akan terima, ih jijik banget. Sumpah deh Cede' and made V symbol with her fingers. Bah, she was lying. Tapi yaudahlah, mereka ngga tahan lama juga kan akhirnya. Terus kita bimbel di ruangan yang sama, ruang A. Gue suka banget ngeliatin lo disaat lagi bosen ditengah-tengah bimbel. The way you made me laugh. Our random chat......... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Those moments. My lucky moments.
And now we're in the same junior high school, but different classes. Di semester 1, kita masih sering ngobrol. Kita pernah otp! Terus lo pernah minta gue temenin sampe maleeem banget padahal gue udah ngantuk. Waktu lo birthday, gue lagi di Bandung abis nonton Secondhand Serenade and then I called you right at 00:00. Terus kado ultah dari gue....... yang ngga tau nasibnya gimana sekarang. But you've changed a lot, dude. No more those shifting eyes. Ngga ada lagi tatapan diam-diam lo dan saat lo tertangkap basah, lo bakal bilang "Apaan sih lu ngeliatin gue?" dengan muka sewot, just like you did before. Ngga ada lagi duduk sampingan di kelas Bahasa Inggris. Ngga ada lagi yang namanya "Ayo Cede, main gitar. Malu-malu dooong". Ngga ada lagi yang namanya J-vi yang dulu. He has changed into a stranger. Strange enough, kalo di compare sama elo yang dulu. Is it the real you? Oh man, I like you. I like you so much.
And I miss this one,
Not the new one.
Everything started from the 8th grade. Pertama kali kita sekelas. Gue inget banget when you freaked out pas cewek-cewek ngedeketin lo. You were scared lol, but now you're looking for 'awewe-awewe geulis'. HAHAHA. Got your back. Kelas 8 itu saat-saat dimana gue ngerasa seneng di deket lo. Ngerasa seneng kalo lo seneng. Ikut ketawa kalo elo ketawa. I felt glad whenever you were near :-)
Kelas 9. Untuk kedua kalinya, kita sekelas. When I saw your name, I was like, "Anjriiiiiiiit gue sekelas lagi sama J-vi" to everyone who was around me. Sumpah, itu gue seneng banget. Ngelewatin satu tahun lagi sama lo adalah kebahagiaan buat gue. Dan ya, di kelas 9 itu gue semakin sayang sama lo. Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget. You didn't even realize it. It's okay, liking you is all that means to me :'). Terus J-, akhirnya lo sadar. And everyone told me that you was going to ask me to be your number one girl. Tapi karena masalah itu........... that problem ruined everything. That problem made me missed that chance. I missed that golden chance. I wasn't okay..... yep. And then you went out with that girl. That girl. THAT F-CKIN' GIRL. Who? P-p-t. HAHAHA frontal banget gue. Yeah, cewek yang udah janji 'Tenang aja Cede, kalo J-vi nembak gue ga akan terima, ih jijik banget. Sumpah deh Cede' and made V symbol with her fingers. Bah, she was lying. Tapi yaudahlah, mereka ngga tahan lama juga kan akhirnya. Terus kita bimbel di ruangan yang sama, ruang A. Gue suka banget ngeliatin lo disaat lagi bosen ditengah-tengah bimbel. The way you made me laugh. Our random chat......... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Those moments. My lucky moments.
And now we're in the same junior high school, but different classes. Di semester 1, kita masih sering ngobrol. Kita pernah otp! Terus lo pernah minta gue temenin sampe maleeem banget padahal gue udah ngantuk. Waktu lo birthday, gue lagi di Bandung abis nonton Secondhand Serenade and then I called you right at 00:00. Terus kado ultah dari gue....... yang ngga tau nasibnya gimana sekarang. But you've changed a lot, dude. No more those shifting eyes. Ngga ada lagi tatapan diam-diam lo dan saat lo tertangkap basah, lo bakal bilang "Apaan sih lu ngeliatin gue?" dengan muka sewot, just like you did before. Ngga ada lagi duduk sampingan di kelas Bahasa Inggris. Ngga ada lagi yang namanya "Ayo Cede, main gitar. Malu-malu dooong". Ngga ada lagi yang namanya J-vi yang dulu. He has changed into a stranger. Strange enough, kalo di compare sama elo yang dulu. Is it the real you? Oh man, I like you. I like you so much.
And I miss this one,
Not the new one.
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